For the last thirty minutes of Leonard McCoy's life, he's been witness to something that he knew about in theory, but that he damn well didn't want to have to
see. The conversation onboard the
Enterprise during the Vulcan rescue mission is as good as burned into his mind and so he knows all about alternate realities and his life being altered before he was even damn well able to change it for himself, but he didn't ever expect to find the proof of it.
Of course, this place isn't exactly the kind that just handholds you and gives you kittens and puppies and chocolate while you relive the best days of your life. McCoy shouldn't have been surprised, and yet, here he is watching ancient holovids (that took him an
hour to figure out how to use) and instead of getting something good like the always-enjoyable Gone With The Wind or some of the Westerns he's read about in his history, he's found something a hell of a lot more terrifying.
He's not sure who the hell has put all this together, but there is no doubt in his mind that he's watching an Uhura he knows and the crewmembers he's come to trust and even
like in most cases. He's watching all of them except for that pointy-eared bastard and he figures that out soon enough.
He's just not sure he likes the fact that he also realizes at approximately the exact same time that the reason that Spock the Prime has managed to come out living even though he's supposedly dead is because the hobgoblin had gone and taken residence in his brain.
His brain, which brought him to the other goddamn issue.
What the hell are you supposed to do when you're met with a counterpart you can't interact with? McCoy wants to ask questions, a dozen questions, a hundred. He wants to know about Jocelyn, about Joanna, about David McCoy, if it's all the same or if it can be avoided, but he can't. So instead, he's left watching a screen and giving vocal opinions every now and then.
"Goddamn it, Jim," he sighs as he stares at an older version of his best goddamn friend on a screen trying to rescue him from some goddamn mental asylum. "You think this'll end well?" It just never does, not in space, because it's...well, the same old rote as always.
[Mildly different canon-puncture than usual. ST & LT very welcome, you can assume this is the first he's watched and they may watch more if wanted]